But
beyond the dramatic and broad sweeping aspects of this story, what about some
of the more subtle effects? God works in between the lines too, in between the
major milestones, in between the major turn-arounds of your life.
Poor
Ananias. Can you imagine? Ananias hears the call of Christ to do something
absolutely illogical. And it wasn’t just illogical. It was potentially
dangerous. Saul had a reputation. Ananias realized what the consequences of his
actions might be. Going to Saul, he was risking his future, his freedom, his
safety. And he was risking the future, freedom, and safety of his Christian
community as well.
And
yes, in addition to being dangerous, this action was illogical. “Saul? Wait a
minute. Saul? You want me to go and seek the man who has been seeking to kill
us? And then you want me to identify myself as your follower and heal him? You
want me to trust him? You want me to trust his words and intentions? You want
me set him free, and simply trust that he is who you’ve named him to be?”
This
call was dangerous and unreasonable enough for Ananias to question Jesus. But
Jesus tells Ananias that he has visions larger and more incredible than Ananias
can possibly wrap his mind around. He follows the call. He seeks out his enemy
to heal him and send him in the right direction.
Sometimes,
conversions are connected. Sometimes when others have had a ‘turn-around’
moment, you too are sent in another direction. You live in a life of
relationships. Your healing is bound up in the healing of others. Your
conversions – your directions, your turn-around moments – are bound up in the
conversions of others.
So
Ananias is converted too. He seeks out Saul in the house of Judas, and he obeys
God. And he too probably had a change of heart on that road. Did you notice the
first thing Ananias says to the man who has been his enemy? Did you notice the
first words out of his mouth?
“Brother
Saul.” He addresses his former enemy as his brother. Saul’s conversion on the
Road to Damascus was dramatic and beyond anything that many have experienced.
But conversions aren’t always dramatic. Sometimes they are faint and unnoticed.
Sometimes God is working on the inside as much as God is working on the
outside. Saul had a turn-around moment. So did Ananias.
And
that leads to a question for you. You might not have seen a flashing light and
audibly hear the voice of God on a regular basis. But because you believe in God
who works intimately and He exists in all parts of the created universe and
lives within you, you can be assured that He is turning you around, sending you
in new directions all the time. Here’s the question: How is God turning you around
these days, and what directions are being envisioned for you to follow?
Sometimes,
seemingly insignificant moments can send you in profoundly significant
directions. In so many ways, he raised you, and you would not be the person you
are today had you not experienced the depth of the love he has for you.
In
some ways, your experiences of love with others and the different paths of your
life was the flashing light and the holy voice you needed, because of your
experiences God has sent you in more positive directions than you could have
anticipated. He has taught you by experiencing those who try to do right and
those who follow the way of the world.
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